Friday, January 12, 2007
*editedRA! im pissed yet cant scold. im sad yet cant cry. i have bottled up my feelings for so long, one day i might just burst into tears & drop onto the ground sobbing for hours. i accidently did in school. bt i managed to stop myself before any stupid questions come popping up to me. (: HAISSSSSS. yes, i admit i was jealous. i was deemed right down into the bone jealous. happy? urghs. just hope no one WRONG reads this before another question pointed to me will lead to a hysterical & stupid quarrel which will spark off just because of this post. nono. bt not wiv the same person. nono.well, actually i dont knw. blogs are all online yea? the main idea of a blog is to post all your thoughts & your evryday life in here. bt if you post some negative posts about others, others will naturally come over here to find you. then at the same time, when you use some unworthy words, some others will come over & correct you for wadever they think is wrong. BUT, the ironic thing is this. when you write things in journals, no one cares cos they cant get to read it. if they DO get to read it, they might be hypocritical & keep secrest AWAY from you. sounds logical? SO, bottomline, wads the use of a blog if you cant make known things to yourself & yet at the same tme try to make evryone happy? common sense? if youre confused, its okay. cos im not here to make evryone i knw happy. i dont owe anyone a million dollars(HAHAHA? :P).SO, today, regurgitated my milo this morning. felt like as if my throat was burning. guess its all the stupid hydrochloric acids in my stomach(HEHS). mr lee made me do the board. rar. its okay. i will try to do my very best. ^^ class rug. ive nvr done it before. rar. sometimes when you are the head for too long. you dont knw wad goes on underneath. "/ this is a good chance for me to rmbr wad it was like. (: anyway, yea, was kinda pissed. this is the 2nd consecutive day that i was pissed. lucky, i knw tmr wont be a assy day for me. cos tmr isnt a school day. (: asked him some questions. wasnt rly excited went he told all those crap. i guess, it was just too little too late(im just being stupid. seriously. XD)?hahahas. todays a long post & it aint done. haha! went to eat chicken rice wiv shermine & her sis, sherhong. & her sis' friends. dawn & peixin? yea. shud be her name. yea. peixin said to be scared of me.. like.....what the? HAHAHAS. m i rly that intimidating? ): amkes me a lil sad okayyyy. so yea, after that went for band. supposed to play the whole repertoire, budden me samad kept stopping in between animation. RAR. gonna watch the stupid totoro thing later. see whats it all abt. haiiiiiiis! hope our concert is a total success. till then, i hope no slacking comes from me.i loved you so much, i wantd to cry.\what i forgot to update yesterday.i forgot to update abt 11th of january. hehs. that day wcong & i had modular after sku. bt it was raing like crazy. bt he ran off first. i was left at the foyer wiv tricia & shermine. (: we saw anson & leuven there also. heh heh. it was 230pm. raaa. so i walkd in the stupid rain wiv so many people looking at me thinking dat i was most probably insane. so i walkd home totally soaked. bt my feet were miraculously dry. the part which my bag coverd was also dry. xP anyway, yea, bathed den went to fulushou. met wcong & kept laffing. mr koh ask if we knw each other, we say duno. HAHAHAAAAAA. =.- sian. budden, the main point is my maths is btr den his lah. after modular, he sent me to the busstop. it was raing like SIAO. SIAO till maybe when people nvr see rain before, they think tsunami want to come already. hahas. wcong still send me ehhhhh! hahahas. so nice. so i went on the bus, shivering like a stupid moron.went off the bus & walkd further down. guess who i saw?airu & stephanie!den i walkd down somemore, guess who is saw?depak & friends!
den i walkd down maybe abt 2 steps down. guess who i saw?shermine & her friend!
den i walkd down somemore. guess who i saw?shihan!den i walkd down somemore guess who i saw?jaspreet & friends!
then i walkd further down, guess who i saw? well, you cudn have guessed, cos i dont even knw her. lol. i saw her frm the bus i took direct frm the busstop at bugis. she let me share her brolly! so nice hor.. den she say she saw me wet frm the bus till the stop. hahaas. so share a while since she was so persistent. den we walkd till the bbc. she askd me if i lived in block 3. o.o (like hw would she knw right..) yeah. so my story ends here. (:yesterday i ate some of my sister's baby food. the mashed applesauce. eeee. its like sweet at first, den leave it in your mouth for too long, it turns bitter. overall, it does taste like real apple. ^^(maybe dats why i dont rly like it. LOL.)cant rly be online these few days. my comp is laggg as my uncle uses it to d/l stuff. ))): nvm. hee.i rly appreciate evrything evryone has done for me. i knw sometimes i dont show it, bt rly, its all the little things that you guys do that sometimes make me rly mad & make me rly happy. :DDthanks wcong for sending me & peiing me to go on thursday & talking on the phone!thanks shermine for lending me her umbrella + being there for me for evrything!thanks for annonymous that shared wiv me her umbrella!thanks brenda for always being there for me!thanks mr lee for asking abt me too!thanks for shaoqing trying to wish me goodmorning & goodnight!thanks tricia for sharing her secrets! (:i just wanna thank evryone that anyone has done anything for me! :DDDi might stop blogging this year. so this might be the last post, SO eat on it! hahahas. but! i will be back if i want to. heees. wait for me yea? hahaas. anyway,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYLVIA
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE LEE! <333
urghs. i wud wish to talk to you soooo much! i rly love you so much. i wanna cry.
/this was edited at 830am.
we loved. Y8:30 PM